konna ni chikaku de~

Ngaaa~ I'm supposed to be studying calc now.. +__+ never mind, I've been thinking of things to be written since this morning. LOL. I've decided to update my blog. bwahahahahahah~~ (God, I seriously need to study =___=) can't believe it's like february already. O.O DAMN. 2nd semester seems to be more hellish than the first one. I don't know what to write, I have tonnes of stories but writing all of them meant no beauty sleep for me tonight. (don't know if I should call it 'beauty'). As you can see, I have the habit of saying lol nowadays. T__T sometimes I interpret lol as tolol. hahahaha. <----- now that's a real laugh. unlike lol. I feel like lol is a less sincere laugh. As you can also see (or read), I'm still in the process of improving my crappy-american-wannabe English.

Okeyh, lets talk about school. School sucks. LOL. (=_= I'm seriously addicted to lol). It's hectic,and somehow twice as hellish than the first sem.(said that before) I'm just amazed by how the sophomores, juniors, and seniors are able to survive in this mental prison (couldn't think of a better name). From day to day my fear grows, like a tumor (being dramatic,lol). But when I'm down, I think about those unfortunate people who would die just to get an education, and here I am grumbling my ass off. (see what I did there, I just cursed, another bad habit I've adopted). I'm trying to instill the feeling of thankfulness into my soul... or heart.. or either one.

I've realized that I fall in and out of *some text missing* easily nowadays. That brings me to the title of this post. It's a song from crystal Kay about a girl who has a serious crush on her best friend(a guy friend, of course). This songs has that *UNREQUITED-LOVE * written all over it. I guess something is wrong with my hormonal system. =/ hmm... like my English teacher used to say, "as you go through your youth, your hormones goes haywire and you start falling in love" she says the word 'love' as sarcastically as she could. hohoho~ but don't worry, it's not like I'm desperate anyway. I find myself to have this ability to cause my crushes to repel.. in other words... I can't think of any other word right now.... T____T I'll explain it when I find a better way to explain it.

I think that's about it. I can't think of anything else to be ranting about. sleepy dude. it's like 2. am... =__= keyh wish me luck for my exam.. (but I'm positively sure that by the time you read this I'm done crying over the result.)

Alright, all the best.

Mintaro signing out.~

Out of reach

Out of reach. It's a song from gabrielle. A song about unrequited love. Which brings me to this post. Well, I'm not gonna talk more about this.. It's kinda.. private... hoho. I can't believe it's like november already. I've SURVIVED the first few months of being a freshman. Trust me, it ain't pretty. All the depression, all the frustrations. It's just too fast. I know, I shouldn't complaint, but I can't help it. I'm just a mere human. We all have our moments. Something I feel like, I don't deserve this. But there's nothing I can do about it. All I can do is look forward and move on. It's not easy. It was never easy. I've never been this far from home for this long. It's a miracle how I've managed to survive the first few months as a freshman. It ain't easy. Nothing is. Homesickness, loneliness, pressure, that's just a fraction of my feelings. Trying my best to push myself beyond my capabilities. Even if it means, losing apart of myself along the way. It can't be helped. Sacrifices are.. mm.. unavoidable?

Another thing that bothers me is that the possibility of me to go back next year is nearly impossible. God knows how I miss my family, my home, my parents, siblings (wait, why do I even want to repeat this? =___= I did said family in the beginning, oh well). Everyone keep asking, "when are you coming back?". I'm starting to hate that question. It just reminds me that I won't be going back in a long time.. *sigh* I wonder how's my cat doing.. =/

Whatever happens, I'll do my best to cope with it. Well, it's college life, what do you expect?

Sorry for the crappy english. Still doing my best to improve it. Wish me luck~(even is all the luck in the world can't help me no more)

That's all, I'll update soon.

Mintaro signing out~

2010~~

OH MY GAWWD~ It's 2010!!! Can you believe it? Mcm baruk smalam jak mek mok masuk Form 1.. haha.. rindu lu ngan sekolah eh... sik sangka mek dah kuar skolah.. sik sangka skarang mek isik borang apply U... Aigooo... I'm gettin' old... But then... Rupa samaa jak sik berubah... Tinggi pun sama jakkkk...(I blame the GRAVITY).. berat jak yg berkurang..hehe(almaklum la org balit dari PLKN...) Yesss! I've survived PLKN.. I'm proud to say I'm an ex-wirawati... Bila ada masa klak upload gmbr... Yeah~ this year I'm turnin' 18! I'm 18! Like what Mdm Iqbal used to say, "you guys are about to become MINI adults.."... hehehe.. sik lamak gik masuk U... ^^

Wirawati Mintaro signing out~

Saranghamnida!!

HOHOHOHOHO!!

Huhuhuhuuu~~~~~~~~~~ Bakat BAru komik 2009 telah tiba!!!! Hohoho kmk mok cuba try da best untuk send komik mek... mun dapatlah.... Aja aja fighting!!! 

Hehehehe... tanpa mengetahui sebabnya... demam Anime dah datang balit.. Huhu, recently, tertgk satu anime tok, dan sik sangka leh minat ngannya coz epik giler..... Huhuhuh, mesti tgk tengen toppan gurren lagann ho......

Susah lu, makin dekat ngan SPM makin gila tgk anime.... Baruk-baruk tok pun pande minat balit baca manga bleach... sbr jak la..... Tp bleach nang best la.... dpt tgk ichigo jd full hollow... apuuuuu~~~~~ SPM sik lamak gik.... 

Sik tauk gik mok ckp pa... Tp klo ada papa... update lak...

Mintaro signing out,

Aja aja FIGHTING!

2009 Telah pun TIBA.....

Muah hahahaha... dah brapa kurun+abad dah aku sik blog.... Hehe.... malas bah... al-maklumlah musim persekolahan dan pun mula, maknanya, masa untuk menjadi skema....Sekian lama dah sik blog, PELBAGAI macam menda telah berlaku di rumah mahupun sekulah.... Suka-duka-tawa-tangis-entah-pa-menda yang telah terjadi.... Dup dap dup dap, tengok dah bulan MAC dah!!! Apuuuuu.... Sik lamak gik SPM.. dan jugak sik lamak gik aku akan meninggalkan skolah ku Kolej...Aduh...asa sedih la plak.... Walaupun, honestly, slamak tok Kolej rasa cam penjara jak, tapi walau mana sukar pun kehidupan kolej... Saya tetap sayang KOlEj..... Dah beralih ke topik yang lain..... Setelah sekian lamak dah sik blog, kamek tlh mendalami satu ilmu yg baru, juga dikenali sebagai, ILMU MENYELESAIKAN RUBIK's cube....HEHEHE, di sini saya ingit menuju rasa penghargaan saya kepada abangku, yang telah membuka minat mek terhadap menda yang sangat addictive tok.. Dengan tekad dan azam yang consistent, mek berjaya menyelesaikan rubik cube tok dlm masa lebih kurang 1 minit lebih... Huhuhuhuhuhu... kalo dolok mok siapkan satu muka jak mengambil masa berjam-jam, skarang boleh selesai dalam masa beberapa minit jer... kukukukuku...... Astarfirullahalazim.... Tak baik riak....

Hehe, Rubik ku yang tercinta.......

ya gmbr nya masa baruk bli... Skarang tok... heh.... sticker nya dah jadi entah papa, korak rabak la......hehe... ya lah akibat main ganas ilak.....Owh ya... slain ya, mek mok update library ku... Mek baruk jak bli buku, Glitter Baby, Susan Elizabeth Philips....(buku pertama S.E.P mek)dan ceritanya blh thn... tapi mek lebih suka dream a little dream.... Mek pecah rekod kali tok, mek berjaya habiskan buku setebal 400++ tok dalam masa dua hari jak... hehe, camnie mek buat ya? jgn tyk... terpaksa korbankan masa tido skejap...

Glitter Baby!
Apuu... minggu depan mock 1..... nebes eh.... dahsyat la hidup lam Form 5 tok....
Kita mesti berusaha lagik!!!

Sekian, Mintaro signing out,

Aja, aja Fighting! >.<

Back From KL.....

Sbenarnya dah lamak da balit dari KL... Tapi malas mok update blog.... besalah... ada konflik timbul sejurus balit dari KL>...
Ribuan terima kasih kepada IPTC yang banyak memberik drama kepada saya sepanjang melaksanakan projek ini... bukan setakat ilang maruah, handphone kesayangan aku pon ilang dan dicuri org.... Jangan tanyak macam nie.... jadi jangan berik mesej kepada nombor 0198561213 sebab gerenti sekda reply punya... dan kepada sesiapa yang terjumpa org yang guna hp nokia 7390 wana coklat, sila hubungi saya ASAP..... guna pa2 cara sekali pon.... K, enough with my old story, let me tell you my stori while in KL>.... Let's begin my epic journey......

Day 1

Itit ngan apip, kat airport miri, guna batik baru ^^

Masa untuk berlepas! ZOooooooOOOOoommmmmmm...

Sampai ke tempat tinggal Permata dekat Sepang (Utara ka selatan????) Ingat kedak asrama skolah tek sebab namanya, sumtin, asrama Petronas, skali tengok.... Fuyoooo, standard hotel... nang kacak giler la tempatya.... kakya masa agih bilit, satu bilit 2 org jak jadi kamek tido ngan Itekkkkk, aisyah tido ngan cekgu rahanim(yang setia menunggu kedtgn mek org)... Kakya kuar makan, carik tempat mok print poster, kakya waktu petang mengambil kesempatan main kat playground nya hhohoohohohoho.... kIranya besy la first day tek...... Tapiiiii....tunggu jak... hari 2,3,4.. DAHSYAT....

Day 2
Bangun pagi cam besa... mandik pa suma.... cuma waktu ya terlajak mandi lamak ilak sebab airnya panas...sowi itekkkk...Kakya betolak ke KLCC convention centre.... Yippi!!!! Wah... first time gi KL setelah sekian lamak, CULTURE SHOCK giler beb... Memang boleh dikatakan kamek la org yg paling SAKAI tgk petronas twin tower live and up close.........

Inilah bangunan kebanggaan MALAYSIA....

KAkya sampe kat convention centre register pa suma...... pake nametag... mbik gambar.... dan set up MOdel........ Tok lah moment mencabar part 1 mek org... gila, suma model org lain CANGGIh SIot.. model mek org.... simple, dimple, pimple... kakya org nak lalu mesti membuat ekspressi muka yg keheranan(tok bab ku SIK suka tok) memang paksa la tebalkan muka 10 inci gik.........

Booth mek org (sebelumm)....

Tapi yg best part nyaaaa, masa judging ya la yang besy.... manyak mat salleh hinggap kat booth mek org... bukan setakan mat salleh jak, manyak la org yang kira penting la tek... hohoho...dan ditambah ngan konfiden level tahap maksimas aisyah dlm mengeksplenkan mek org pun projek memang boleh dikatakan purata org yg hinggap siya impress la.... konon.... sik pasti la yang sidak paham sik pa di madah mek org hoho... tapi memang satisfied la part tok....kakya balit... malam ada dinner... kakya tido....

Day 3

Masa tok gi PERAKKKK,selama 4 jam perjlnn sampei ke UTP... Universiti Teknologi Petronas, siot nang kacak ada jak tmpt ya.... for instance, bangunan librari nya 9 tingkat fuyoooooo bygkan...

Masa mek org melawat tok, Aisyah gi jumpa ngan PM....PM!!! huhuhuhuhuuuuuu, ada sedih kit, sebab mek pun mok jumpa PM dan menceritakan kepadanya akibat melaksanakan rancangan RMK9 di sekolah.... sekpa, yang penting nya ada singgah booth mek org... HOHOOHOHO (kembang idong)... k, sekda papa mok crita sitok... oh ya, waktu mlm mek org kuar carik ubat k aisyah sebabnya demam dan mek org takut nya migrain sbb next day mok bwat presentation... dah beli ubat balit, mek pulak yang asa demam... kakya itek suroh la mek gi jumpa cikgu lam bilit sebelah, itek kuar, kamek pun kuar dan tanpa disedari lupak mok thn pintu yang menyebabkan pintu ya TERTUTUP SIOT>>>... *ada part yang malas mek crita*.... nasib bait guard ada kunci spare... mun sik... da la org demam..... Ok... move on to da doomsday...

Day 4 a.k.a Doomsday
K, ari tok ada presentation.... Seriously, mek da berlatih besungguh sungguh dan ingat setiap pekataan dalam skrip mek...dan bila masa nait pentas, ok... ilek jak... Kuar la gambar pelangi, org melompat kegirangan dlm palak hotak mek.... nang slumber la asa tek.... Cam dlm gmbr sebelah tok... sampei tiba la giliran mek... tiba tiba....

SIOOOOT>>>>>

TIDAKKKKKK>>>>>>

Ingat pun sikit2 jak....

Haiyo.....

rasa mok lari tapi kaki rasa di gammm.... nasib ingat tapi buffer ada lambat sikit....

Saat-saat kemaluan........................

Keth slumber jak...sabar jak aku.........

Blur kedak otak kmk waktu ya........Kesabaran dicapai....

Lepas ya diketawakkan org,turun pentas lega, rasa mok tumbuk org nak ketawk ya tek, kakya gi exhibition hall, besy la waktu ya.... (mls mok upload gmbr skarang).... Kakya, gi ke KLCC, tapi skejap jak, jadi kawan2 ku skalian maapkan diriku sebab tidak sempat membelikan kalian ole-ole buat kenangan... kamek pun sik sempat bli pa pa.... kak ya.... ada tok ya...penyampain hadiah... yada..yada..

balit... tok la part yang menyedihkan.... handphone me ilang dan dicuri org... jgn tanyak macam nie....

k, dah, malas mok nulis gik.... sekian... sadakallahulazim.....

Shin sung Min signing out, AJA AJA FIGHTING!~

-___________-"

ARGHHHHHHH.... Tension..... Tahap maksimas.... Coba bayangkan waktu cuti pegi skolah hari-hari (kecuali ahad) dan bukan sebab SPM?
Gila tension.. Oh timak kasih atas projek yang *no komen*...
TAPI mesti sabarr.. Bak kata kamek

" The measures of happiness is taken by how much you suffer. The more you suffer, the more happiness you will achieve"

Haha, entah benar sik.... Lantak jak....

Ok...Ya jak...malas mok nulis pjg2..

Shin Sung Min signig out...Aja!