Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Waiting for my "Usui Takumi"~~


*WARNING, this post is not for those who are allergic to lovey dovey stuff. Reader's discretion is advised *

Kyaaaa~~ I fell in love with Usui Takumi~~ >///<
Who is Usui Takumi you might ask? Why, he just happen to be the SWEETEST, CUTEST guy in shoujo history! OMIGOSH omigosh, I just dont know where to start.. His attitude?? His looks?? His talent?? danggg~ he's just super perfect. *spoiler alert* Except for the fact that he's actually the second successor of the Walker family. (sorry for those who dont read Kaichou Wa Maid sama, I bet you have nooo idea what I'm talking about >.<)... Honestly speaking, it's not the looks that caught my heart (although it does count.. a bit) it's the fact that he only sees Ayuzawa Miyazaki, no one else. like NO ONE ELSE. He loves that girl sooooo much he doesnt cares even if there were any prettier girl created in that manga. Even when he's alone with another girl, he only thinks about Ayuzawa.. (awwwww... >.<). That's what makes me love him so much...


I would love to find a guy like him. I don't mind if he doesnt look EXACTLY like him..
I just want a guy who cares about me and who only sees me in his eyes, accepts me for who I am, even if I'm the last girl you would ever want to end up with. I'm soooo sorry I suddenly talk about this topic.. But I don't know what's wrong with me... maybe it's just the fact that I'm kinda lonely... I mean it's not that I don't have any friends or anything, but my friends are nice and I have great relationship with them. They're great, they really are. They're there when I need them, and they never failed to make me happy. But I dont know... Sometimes I just feel like.... Dangggg I dont wanna say it cause it's soooo GELI. I guessed it's the fact that I'm almost 19 now, and my hormone is getting CRAZIER day by day. =___= I'm a teenager with need. O.O dont get me wrong --the need to be loved that is. (GOOSHH that sounds sooo wrong) =____=
I really dont know what is wrong with me, sometimes I can get really happy and sometimes I get really depressed.. *Okaaaaayy, back to topic* then I was like thinking to myself... "if I were to wish for a guy like Usui Takumi, maybe I should work hard like Ayuzawa Miyazaki." then it hit me. Ayuzawa worked HARD her WHOLE life. She's always top in everything, and she always does things WHOLEHEARTEDLY. She DESERVED Usui.

So moral of the story, instead of waiting for your knight in shining armor (or in this case Usui in shining armor XD) we should love ourself first, work hard, be a better person, and 'he' will definitely come to you. =)


Again sorry for the crappy English.
Am working HARD to improve it~ XD

Alright Yazuminu is signing out
GANBATTE
P/s; Yazuminu is my new nick name. =)